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Jul. 11th, 2006 12:53 pmIt occurs to me that I've never been in a normal wedding. I was in a SCA-ish wedding when my best friend from high school got married. I'm looking forward to this wedding with a little anxiety- fear of the unknown and all...
It also occurs to me that I've watched all of my best friends get married and then within a year of their marriage, in most cases, lost contact with them or was told they no longer had time for me. Is it any wonder I'm a bit gun-shy when my friends get married? Life has apparently taught me that marriage = no friendship. There is some gut reaction there that I'm having difficulty overcoming.
I woke up this morning totally confused about whether it was Tuesday or Wednesday. I kept thinking it must be Wednesday but it's not. *sigh* I don't know what I was dreaming about to cause that confusion.
But now, I'm off to lunch.
It also occurs to me that I've watched all of my best friends get married and then within a year of their marriage, in most cases, lost contact with them or was told they no longer had time for me. Is it any wonder I'm a bit gun-shy when my friends get married? Life has apparently taught me that marriage = no friendship. There is some gut reaction there that I'm having difficulty overcoming.
I woke up this morning totally confused about whether it was Tuesday or Wednesday. I kept thinking it must be Wednesday but it's not. *sigh* I don't know what I was dreaming about to cause that confusion.
But now, I'm off to lunch.