Not giving it power...

There was some foo at work yesterday that resulted in angry tears (which makes me both more angry and embarrassed).  There was a conversation that followed that foo that was both constructive and informative.  I am not talking about the foo because that gives it more power.  I choose to focus on the fact that an important conversation happened.

I am not sure right now what to do about work.  Or rather whether to look for different work elsewhere.  I do want to look for something else but I think, for now I'd like to stay at the university, since I just discovered the Chorale and that really makes me happy.  However, since the Assoc. Dean has agreed to pay for the stats course I really need for my resume, I feel obligated to stay here long enough to take the class and a little longer to justify their expense.  The class won't be until Spring term which puts me here into the new fiscal/academic year.  Yesterday I wanted to walk out but I'm trying to cultivate patience and long-suffering, I guess.  I'm not sure what to do for sure.